Love....A little Christian girls point of view...

Over the past couple of days,
Ive come to notcie that Ive been having some kind of mixed emotions about being in love.

There is this desire that I have to be in a relationship,
but then again...
I think boys have cooties. -__-


my last blog was about sex. So this is about Love.
Ill be short.



In order to understand how a man can love you.
You must understand how Jesus loves you.
He gave up his life for you, took our place on that cross.
He was slapped, beaten, spat upon and all sorts of fowl things...
but he still did not grow weary because he LOVES us...
for who we are.
What we did.. He knew we were going to mess up..
and he loved us so much that he died for us.



Or how about... God,
giving up his only son.
Turned his back so that his son could be humilitated and beat until he couldnt be reconginized.
but we... unfaithful by nature...
dont even half the time give Jesus the time of the day..
when he clearly gave you his life.


Thats true love. He never bragged or boasted. He was patient while they nailed him. He endured. For us. It was an unconditional.


So when men approach me. I automatically have a standard..even though I know no ONE could ever do what Jesus did our love me like he did... I still compare.

Because if that man cant understand the value and the magnitude of Jesus
then he doesnt know love. He only knows the love he was taught in this world.
That is why alot of people cant be faithful. How you can be faithful to a person when
you cant even be faithful to the man who was sent here to save you from everlasting damnation.


So when the time comes.. for whatever man is meant for me to be here. I have to learn to love him.
without him even being physically in my life. Ill have to accept him flaws and all.
Its a process to love jesus you know.. because we arent like him... he is perfect...
Maybe im just rambling...



This is the point though.
perfect love casts out all fear. God did not give us the spirit of fear. So women have to learn that when you are in the world you are subject to any kind of emotion and fear of being hurt. Especially if its in your relationship pattern, but when you learn.. to trust Jesus... and when you learn and FEEL the perfect he love he has for you will cast out every doubt and every fear. Jesus wont harm you.. he wont lie to you.. He is just the epitome of what every husband should be. *sigh* Im clearly rambling... but I hope you all catch the drift.


We all dream of love and being married, but we just have to be patient. i say we..because I would like you all to know I'm not perfect far from it. I get impatient too, but at the end of the day God will bless us with someone who can provide the same love that Jesus did we he gave up his life on cavalry.



...but until then..
boys still have cooties.
-___-



-mani